The Spinster's

(i really wish i swam, for the sake of michael phelps, but ya...) i did the 10km singapore bay run! :D dated 24th aug 2008.

surprisingly, it was quite manageable. timing wasnt anywhere near targeted because of the fair bit of walking. but the experience is good! all thanks to fellow humans who encouraged us (unwilling ones) to join. really! my first long dist run, and definitely won't be my last.

how about 21km before i turn 21 lao char bo? i need company.

anyway, im admitting defeat to my bimbo-ness. dear E and CH, we should have seriously done our warm up. if not, the very least, some cooling down exercise! (and not the clearing of mud from our shoes la!) now, i feel as though my muscles are being stretched constantly. having real problem laughing hard. what an aftermath.

ohwells. this triggered my aunty-ness. i bought SALONPAS today! haha. not sure if it is going to help, but the packaging looks kindof pretty (pink) and it claims to be scent-less. heh. shall try it after i get home, have dinner, rush to tuition, scold the kid, rush back home, watch my "看你这个鬼样子！" (10pm show), bath... yeah, then i shall plaster myself with those. i am a busy woman. i cant wait to sleep. =/

anyway, lets go back to yesterday again. after the run, we walked around, ate, and i WALL-E-ed excessively. i have no idea where the energy came from, but WALL-E-ing is highly addictive. you can try it now; say WALL-E... (repeat)

so much for the wall-e saga (no, we havent watch tt show), we went separate ways. i went home, bathed (ok, in fact i washed my muddy shoes, dirty clothes, shoe bag which was 1/6 soaked with soup-of-the-day because i was a retard to realise. anyway, i feel accomplished!) i was seduced by my messy bed, but still, i gathered my tired bones, dressed up and got outta house to attend the evening concert by ntu band.

i still love band. and my fellow dearest band mates. i miss performing. i miss the bond.

like always, after watching a band performance, i reminisce. quite a sick habit i must say. it is just a better word to replace "bloody-regret".

(this post is getting real long. but im just gonna rattle on. it has been quite long since i last blog like this... mundane plus complaint-y.)

anyway, back to the concert night. it was nice, seeing friends performing and enjoying themselves on stage. HSH pooled herself a big group of supporters, definitely a true reflection of the efforts she put in. gooooooood job! :D and then THW too! good for her that she cheated rose and cookie from C & me. she had such a great time biting off face of the f.amos lolli.

hoping around with C & THW was so good. i miss times like this. (sidenote; THW is such a good fellow otaku. we are no longer ~~despos~~. haha.)

also, tt night, i had a little crush on nice hair. (see, im so truthful. i suppose no one is really following till here.) i dont know if i really did see the hair as a separate from the being, but i guess such things dont really need to be explained, or rather, cant be explained. quite alot of thoughts swim (heh :D) through my mind, but the main question is again "What Happened?". the lost of msn contact and mobile number really did cause alot of trouble hur? makes people come and go more easily. but then... we are never that good to being with. sigh. fateless encounters.

now that im still thinking about it... i have a little doubt about it being just a little crush. (blah)

this week is pretty crazy. i will be working 10hours everyday, mon-sun. my sis asked if i am intending to splurge on some branded... but i think no. im just obsessed with earning and saving money now.

i have minimal emotions.

it is nice to be important. but it is more important to be nice.

most important, be doubly nice and click on the AD>>> twice.

HEH! :D

okay, i am going to spell out my thoughts.

M-Y T-H-O-U-G-H-T-S

there you go. but human mind is never that simple.

thinking back, i was quite a crazy woman. throughout the relationship, 'breaking up' is constantly up in my head. not that it is a decision, but i worry/think about whenwhatwhyhow about it. (at least, 'who' isnt in the question, i know it is gonna be me and that unlucky fellow la.) i dont know why, but i never see 'happily ever after' as an option. perhaps, we were never that happy to begin with. but that is not the point, and neither "i am a lousy lover." the thing is; i am a worrywart.

the better the thing goes, the wilder my thoughts ~~run~~ swim. (for michael phelps, swim shall be my top verb!)

it is more likely that i will bring along an umbrella on an ultra sunny day, as compared to any normal day. not that i am obsessed with my ghostly white complexion, but i just dont wish to be caught in a rain, despite it being least expected. i tend to be more cautious, when things are seemingly perfect. good thing being, i am prepared for a slump. bad thing being, worries precedes all and nothing turns out good. and so, im pretty doom for a slump!

pessimism is a killer. it discourages, strays, wets, and in my opinion, it is pessimism that sucks you to the centre of the earth. i must have weigh 1000kg then.

okay, i think i am still a crazy woman. :O!

What did the Blonde ask her doctor when he told her she was pregnant?

"Is it mine?"

i dig blonde jokes (;

M is for Michael Phelps!

the word 'swimming' only excites me once every 4 years. and of cos, the swimmers. HEH:D their build are really stunning (both males and females, i dont only ogle at male species k). i guess the only normal sight is when they are lined up in their lanes by the pool. cant imagine any of them trying to fit into an empty seat slot in our mrt. too bad for their shoulders.

anyway, michael is my new heartthrob. haha! (yet another one hur~) he is really amazing. not only is he emerging out of world's bests, his current gold medals are accompanied by straight breakings of world records, which were already his. duper fast and powerful.

on a side note, athletes keep breaking records (note, their obssessions with timing, length, mass, points... etc) and that makes me wonder about human's limits. what can ever be deemed as the best-est, and never will be succeeded? never i guess. records are meant to be broken. (eh, is it supposed to be "promises are meant to be broken"? haha. anyway, <- that is complete bullshit!)

back to such competitive races, i'm glad hundredth of a second is still enough, for now. it is quite a scary thought for humans to compete even to thousandth of a second, like a siao! cheers to US's victory by the few hundredths second, earning michael phelps' second gold medal. that particular relay was real excitingshit, i bet michael was hysteric being on the verge of losing his golden-8 dream. thankfully, Jason Lezak, the old man, saved the day.

many are predicting the number of golds he will be getting. of cos, i hope an 8! time to beat the record of 7 golds at one Olympics! someone cuter should take over that title. haha.

for asia, korea's Park Tae-Hwan is surprisingly good... and cute. haha. in anyway, no one should chap in and mess with michael's golds!

but i do wonder if such passion ever dies. i cant remember anything not becoming a chore once it becomes a duty to fulfill.

p.s. i am a B, who cant swim. haha!

once again, hello million-less life. (you are boring!)

and pardon for the ignorance. i shouldn't have forgotten about MY nation's birthday. at the very least, she produces the very suave Black Knights. :D

to celebrate , let me share this of our very own. haha. very amusing!
A: You're so stupid!
B: You den stupid la.
A: You're late!
B: You den late hor.
(somehow i think we sound very gl. ahem.)

i love singapore for the proper roads, for being safe, for being so $$ driven (in someway it is good i suppose), for being small and cosy. (:

singapore is definitely good for someone like me, who doesnt remember roads, of zero direction sense, cant find way out of anywhere. thankfully, streetdirectory.com is back.

though "i want to get outta singapore!" is constantly ringing in my mind, that is just my screams for holiday (-noun; a time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment, etc)!

because, there is no place like home. (:

how can i miss this date? zero eight zero eight zero eight.

i dont know since when or why i start to take note of this kind of recurring-digits-date, and deem them as special. perhaps these dates are only left with 4 (090909, 101010, 111111, 121212)? haha. how lame but im secretly getting excited for these uper cool dates. something beautiful and nice should happen, and i shall pray for that. (;

070707
NANAday. that is for NANA fanatics... speaking of which, i was somesort like one too. haha.

060606
the devil's number. did birthrate plunge that day?

050505
MAYday. and i guess this is why i fell in love... with recurring number, especially five.

and yes, back to the big fat hot-favourited lucky 8! everyone is planning something for this date. Beijing Olympics is setted to start off today, at, again, 8:08:08pm. mummy-to-be planning to get cut up, or to squeeze their babies out, for their specially selected birth-day. NOT to forget, the 8 million TOTO draw tonight. and yes, thats my only plan; wait and tio! haha. i should get rewarded for my faith!

i think it is rather interesting to think back what you were doing at this very day last year. 080807, a cant-be-any-more-normal day. but i was late. late to reflect. late to make a change. late to speak. late to spell (out thoughts). late to decide. late to admit. simply, way too late for the realisation. for many who didnt know, i did ask him back. it was on the spur of the moment, the only time heart took over mind. but, sincerity was still late. and i was late to know you were already gone. it was a silly day. and never will i ever relive that day.

hmm... what about predicting the future? next year... i suppose i will still be counting the million worth of dollar notes under my blanket. :D assuming that i get REAL lucky tonight, and i have a really big blanket. haha.

if not, lets wait for 090909. just for the 9 million draw. heh. i like it when im so ~~$$-looking~~ forward-looking :D

i shall tell no one whowhatwhichwherehow about this super hilarious jdrama; Absolute Boyfriend (Zettai Kareshi). crunchyroll's videos are pretty clear, and i totally adore the way that website for their organisation. but one thing, they remove videos promptly once it involves legal matters. no one should be such an *** and hesitate to watch that show. okay, i am not telling anything more.

yes, i know that the title sounds totally bimbotic. of cos, being sucha B major, i watch it. :D but seriously, the storyline is good. something out of the world... or rather the current world. maybe such home appliance will be available in the near future. it will be the best tool for spinster like me! again, technology is used in attempt to create perfection. okay, not saying anything more.

and of cos, im not going to tell you that Tenjo Night is real hot and cute. that alone is enough of the reason to watch that show. -bursting into lecherousspinsterish laughters-

okays. people dont watch that show kae. im halfway through that show. (kindof stuck too >:/ cos im too busy during weekdays. bumbum.) no one shall finish the show faster than me! no one shall share this little cheap thrill. BLAH!