I don't know why; I feel an unknown, powderfully-strong angst within me. And it feels especially terrible on such supposed-happy occasion, for I can't sincerely express myself through rolling-of-eyes-etc-actions and go-and-***-la-etc-lines. :/
I feel so highly volatile.
But yeah, first, I have to know WHY? I hate it when I don't know answer to my own problem. (lets just say, normally, i do know. but again, abnormality is such a norm. boo.)
URRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~
Now I feel so ultimately-depressed. This is bad... this is bad... this is bad...