Today, I woke up in tears. The only thing I remember from that dream was mouthing helplessly to him, "You think I hasn't tried hard enough?...".
Still the only one who can trigger tears.
The crying following which was horrible. It proves the point that water makes up 70% of human body. I feel so emptied out.
When there is completely zero wishes for anything, why is it still so difficult to 'move on'? Somebody has to enlighten me on this.
I don't understand.