who knows... ive digged, ate and emptied the whole watermelon, just to wear it over my head.
do you scream helplessly that "i am okay", or laugh and say "i am not okay", when you want people to know that you are not okay but treat you as if you are okay.
this is tough. like i dont even know what i am directing at.
(i should sleep)
i feel heavy, supermean