i used to think that breaking up is devastating enough. like how it crashes people's world. but actually, now i think, breaking up and not feeling a thing... is hundred and one times more pathetic.

absolutely.

-

that was from my sis(;

i look so silly hanging that smile on my fat round face.

all because of the innocence in life.

oh my ma ma. i have been falling into deep sleep everywhere. i cant shut my eyes for more than 5 seconds, or i will... doz e ... zz z(-. -Z)

like seriously, im levelling up.

-GRAND MASTER-

i am really tired. i should go to bed instead of blabbering stuffs here. like how i always think it makes completely no sense for someone to complain lacking sleep when him/her hog onto the internet till morning.

but... i just want to say that... though i am tired, i dont wish to give any of my current responsibilities up. not that i have great/important role(s) in life, or other people's lives. i just think that i should make myself more... useful.

today is mid-autumn festival. it used to be just an occasion to gorge mooncakes. but ive long forgotten that it is also a time... to light lousy candles, look stupid with lanterns, get noisy with sparkles, BURN GRASS LA! and of cos, other than silly acts, this traditional festival really warms the heart as it brings family and friends together and spend quality time.

cant really think of any other traditional occasion which works as well... everyone is more or less way too concern with moolah during chinese new year which makes gathering a little... -sighs-.

but still, today is just another day(:

met bro with his girlfriend, charlene junior and friend, on mrt train today. that reminds me of how a very smart friend of mine once calculated the probablity of bumping onto someone you know in a particular day, using the possible number of trains, carriages, timing, and blarhblarhblarh, you could have taken.

and of cos, for someone as blind as me, you will have to appear right in front of my eyes, and wave please / speak right into my ears.

however, perhaps, we have all thought about how to react when we meet coincidences. it is like at the back of our minds, of whether we should go forward, or back. like i have always wish/pray very hard that i will not face that situation ever (never ever), but if i will have to... i am sure enough, i would turn and walk away as fast as my legs could take me. at least till this point of time, i think i am still very much very weak at that sight.

and i hope you will do the same.

these few days, i feel loser-ish. and this includes what i have just said... which i think is going to leave everyone clueless. -HAH HAH- :b

it was a busy week. way too different from the slacker life i had for months... *pull up socks*

learnt and played ultimate frisbee on saturday and was sunbaked. all thanks to the after event session and 100% aloe vera gel, im chilled~ that day was enjoyable. i hope i will stop shooting arrows though. hah hah.

and oh ya, i caught beautiful fireworks on the way home. -beams-

did shoots for WS event promo today. it was funny! and i hope the complete production will turn out to be as great.

i have almost forgotten how much i love the empty sky.

i am not a happy girl today.

1. wore pyjamas to school which mum desperately tried to get me out of it, but no avail.
2. was in school (single building) for more than 12 hours. :(((
3. had a soured lunch.
4. laughed too much during lunch.
5. pms in action. (hate to admit this)
6. whined =/
7. ... was in school for more than 12 hours...
8. going school in less than 10 9 8 hours.
9. phobia for 'the next day'

oh ya, and i lied to a teacher today.

i have alot to tell myself. i think i am starting to lose myself again. i dont like the words coming outta my mouth. i ought to think alot more before i speak. i sound ridiculous... and foul. =/

treat others the way you want to be treated.
(reminder to self)

(bobo, i will do tt weird quiz soon. another time :b)

got to pick up the tempo again. i dont wish to find myself so incapable... of handling my life. like i know i shouldnt be feeling so tired/affected/weary/sick because of what i am doing or is happening. i guess i have to remind myself to stay low to be safe; just be quiet and walk on!

but just one thing i have to say!
i am glad for all the happy lamps that are blinking around me:D

though at times, i really detest/fear ups, for the next are downs. but life is a saddist game which we just have to learn to make the best out of the worst. appreciate.

it is either time has been really ticking fast away... or i have sneezed my whole morning away. I NEED FLU TABLET PLEASEEE~~~ and then nua on my bed. at time like this, i would gladly float ard my house, looking pale and ghostly, with duper messy hair and stucking tissues up my leaky nose. boo boo BOO. i want to go home!

BLARH! but i am stuck in the office. kindof forced to spread my virus around :b

anyway, i think i have retarded mental. whenever i am at work, i wish i am in some lecture instead! but when i am really sitting in lecture, i sleep through... urhuh. then i dream about money and earning for all i want, which meant... i have/want to work ~(/* .*)/

well well, for now, i only want my nose to calm down and stop feeling irritated. amitabha!

!@#$%^&*( the song i uploaded for my blog is not loading properly! >=/

my baobei maydayyy~~~

*pokes top right hand corner of comp screen*
/POKEPOKEPOKE!

just when my bank is going dry and my atm card is gonna crack... I SEE MONEY DROPPING FROM THE SKY!

sheesh. not exactly. i just have to work, earn... and study at the same time now. a very random job opportunity came which is a total surprise. (but not totally pleasant :b)

for something like that, it makes me feel that i am constantly being looked after(: lucky girl yea? *twist*

anyway, i really have serious split personalities. omg. HAHA!

shall go into that next time. till then... TATA!

heyhey. i was made a fool again. seriously, i should learn my lesson, yea? but again, i dont mind anything, except misunderstanding. so, please dont.

my heart is calm like dead sea.

*sticktongueout*

caught a couple of good movies recently. found myself tapping my feet away during hairspray. love it being upbeat... and yea, 60's... ar~ old school! :D and seriously, zac efron's blue eyes! i like that link image so much can?! totally electrifying. LOL. i cant quite believe i just typed those.

hmm. and also tt rat cartoon. it was surprisingly good. i was lured to it by all the excessive trailers everywhere. yep, worth the watch! ANYONE CAN COOK. and yeah, anyone can do... anything and everything! :D and yes, there is this really (duper funny!) animation clip before the movie, Lifted. seriously good! so dont miss it~~~

i realise i really like to be drove around. slowly down quiet roads... where there are only orange lights and buildings. it feels good to be at the front seat somehow, seeing everything right infront.

though, at times, zooming engine sounds, mild speeding and sharp turns are quite exciting, but my heart cant take it. it makes me weak.

im nickname-d miss (overly) happy. not a surprise since i seem to be always high on drugs and jump around among people.

but i realise... i am increasingly not taking my own words seriously. i am shock at those words from my mouth most of the time. good and bad. i dont know.

i think i am getting split personalities! LOL:D

anyway, PLEASE DONT get irritated by your own hair. cos you never know...

HEE HEE. but i am so happy with my (duper acm) retarded hair. *twist*

arrr... KRUMPING! ARRR~~~ damn nice. love (watching) this sortof aggressive and enegetic dance. arrr~~~ (if only if only IF ONLY i can dance, i will kiss myself all over. HAHA)

random; i miss behaving like superstar in ktv sessions. HAHA!

mask on, supermean

i love my gut feeling.

i was busy laughing away in front of the tv when i suddenly jumped up from my seat and rushed to window to pull in my bamboo of clothes. no idea why i had this spark of siao + kan chiong ness. the sky was still relatively bright for evening time. even had a quarrel with mamae because of my sudden, un needed clumsy act, yet i insisted.

so yep, halfway through her shouts, a HUGEEE downpour came.

i was saved from screamings, same goes to my clothes, they were saved!

random; (sth from tv now) female bodybuilders look damn damn damn scary can?! those duper professional ones with copper coloured skin. oh my goodness...

BAHBAHBAH!

i really wonder how can a person's appearance differ so much from his/her character. a very good example will be that gary wong. he looks like a kong long, regardless from right, left, top and bottom, yet he behaves so much like a mouse. HAHA :b (heh! a very nice mouse) and yea, think i have found someone of your same species. except he is a little fitter. haha~~~

so, never judge a book by its cover.

(but yea. i have certain fetish for those por por lan lan books at the library :D)

and a funny line i've heard recent,

never gague the boobs by its bra.

on the train; random

veron: hmm, you want to go melacca?
supermean: eh? why? it is so far...
veron: ar? far?
supermean: ya... those hk dramas always show one. eh... ao... 澳門 right? -beams-
veron: ... (-. -)

no wonder i heard sudden choking sounds behind me then. that guy behind me was trying so hard to stop himself from laughing.

-sheesh-

anyway, months of screwed up face recovered within 1 week of medication. im so so SO damn glad. but still, more maintainence to be done. cant wait to let my face go naked! -grin-

i am much luckier, in alot of ways.

Got sick of colours. :(

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