not just because i will be able to satisfy my (shamelessly materalistic) desires then. hm... more of solving problems i guess. providing and holding onto loved ones around.
of cos, money isnt quite an element of the function happiness. i am starting to re-feel that i am still capable of making people smile and laugh. thoughtfulness never fail to warm hearts. family or friends, be there for them, even it costs to give up a part of you.
i dont really know how to describe the feeling when you see smile of appreciation or even hear words of thankfulness for just being yourself. it just feel really... comforting(:
to think of it. i gave you happiness too, isnt it? even till the very last moment when i decided to let go of the hold, and now, you have become so much happier.
(from jace's blog) sometimes being able to move on fast may not be a bad thing. at least that familiar smile won't fade.
personally find much truth in that...
i do not have a big heart to say some noble stuffs. so, that's it.
fly off, supermean