smoking... is also an act of suiciding. didnt you realise?

tell me how do you want to cherish life? like this? all i see are irresponsible actions, everyone sounds so totally not convincing. and i wish i am not one of them.

but i am starting to feel ashame of myself.

i really want to help, yet i dont wish to show i care.

i cant lie.

my head is spinning so badly. i suck.

can you please quit? i beg.

(few months ago, i kept trying to sing that cantonese song. now, i feel squashed whenever my player hits that song. i have failed. like always. and i know you are with her.)