was it painful?
i doubt so. deciding on the no return route has already shown that his heart was numb enough. or at least not for him, it isnt as painful and hurting as how his love ones are feeling now.
perhaps it only takes one phonecall at that moment like "hey, lets go MENOTTI tonight to gobble some half-priced cake after 10pm!" to push that devil in him away and get him back of track.
you know... constant care and concern, and of cos, support. no matter what is the reason(s), we can make it through the rain.
why didnt someone hold on to his hand till the very last? why did he choose to wind up his window and deny all the love around him?
he chose the easy way out.
(i am not surprised.
I am tired. I need a hug.