but it is still really beautiful. my pretty friend caught it(:

i enjoy sitting through long bus journey, seeing moving sceneries, watching people behaving in their own world, hearing people building sandcastles in the air and ya, random stuffs. such distractions are annoying at times. but i realise... i do envy them. i remember i used to build sandcastles too, or in fact sand-palaces. so big... so unreal. i hope i still believe in dreaming big... but maybe never anymore. i feel more safe with my feet touching the ground.

falling feels like flying. till you hit the ground.

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i alighted at a particular bus stop one day. i walked on that path and could almost see two familar figures in front of me. one with a long face, wearing a yellow top uniform, another one with round face, wearing white based top with a tie. they were connected by palms, and most probably... hearts too. i dont know, they disappeared when my vision blurred. unreal things again, i guess, or rather, i imagined.

all i know is that... im done and over with things. on that day.

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i want to get out of singapore...

or maybe seeing planes taking off is good enough. but definitely not cindy's plane! ="(

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i love Game of Life. but i dont play it. i dont want to be the loser in that game. when im already feeling like one though im not a player.

im tired. i need a hug.