chains of words keep ringing so loud in my mind.
even when i shut my eyes so tight,
i still see you saying out the exact same words i wish you didnt.
god knows how many panadols i have taken.
i cant be poisoned. my digestive system has been working more fine than ever. i run for the toilet umpteen times every morning before i can get my ass outta house for dreadful work.
i am complaining yet not doing anything to help. thats what i exactly hate about myself.
i am going to change that.
please do not become someone whom i do not know of, anymore. i dont want to lose the sight of you.