"you are such a great disappointment..."
in cold hard words.
but whats worse was that i heard it in her voice...
sadly, i realise people splat their hearts out and say the truest words when angered. they really mean what they have said... how silly, how can i forget? how can anyone forget?
i could not sleep last night. perhaps i should continue to strain my physical self. i used to run my usual path in the neighbourhood within 2 japanese and 2 chinese songs. now, i just need 3 chinese and 1/2 japanese songs to complete my routine. i shall stretch myself further... to sleep well.
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good news. i found joy and love in my job once again. it feels great to be occupied.
say HI to my new husband - dream weaver
because of him, i have made obscene noises of random whines, loud pokings on keyboard and accidental slammings of the mouse. how exciting.
but still, he makes me feel worth of my presence in the company. thankyou(:
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i decided to do myself a favour. i am going to push away all the fears and uncertainties within myself, and go back to the band, start afresh and learn all over again. i want to experience again. i hope i will go all the way till the end this time. yes, i really hope so.
see me on stage.
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