i must have love you more than ever to let go of your hold.
but you will never understand, neither will i.
im glad i have piles of work. for that, i cant let myself loose and take leave during times like this. even if i wake up feeling duper lousy, i dragged myself to the bathroom to get ready for the day.
i face the computer and do all the work i have. yes, i am occupied(:
i eat because i have to.
i tired myself to sleep, to runaway.
crying serves as a form of medication. just like asthma patient needs the inhaler. i need to calm down at times.
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