it is yet another crazy night.
came home after voluntary, feeling really lousy. i failed to help the kids. i did not explain well enough to them.
i cant even correct them on their personal thinking towards certain stuffs in life, which i view far more important than their academy work. i listened, thought through and tried talking, but i couldnt outspoke so many of them.
i gave up.
i did not give a reason. i looked away. i avoided. i rejected. i tried letting go. i tried forgetting.
i gave up.
i really did wanted.