heh. just because i have nothing to do currently. i am at work, yet disturbing victim after victims on msn. thats the constant. what about the variables? i cant decide whether to continue photoshopping pictures, or downloading songs, or reading interesting webstuffs, or... i dont know. maybe i should just continue to play with my roller chair and drown myself with free drinks at the dispenser. (note the word 'continue', meaning, i have been doing those)

not exactly something to be proud of. my boss is so gonna fire, shoot and bomb me if he get to read this. i should just be glad for all these incentives at my workplace(:

but it is creating this sense of emptiness within me. it may sound okay, because i can do anything as long as i remain conscious in this seat in the office. laughs. but at the same time, there are only that much things for me to do. and i am starting to feel useless? well, not that extreme. but~ ZZZ! =b

ironically, i realise to live the world with you, i have to learn to be independent. and really independent. because no one knows when the wind is going to come, and snap the string, which is pulling so tight.

so... i need a wind-breaker! wahaha =b