in every aspect.
some people are born with everything. and because they have everything, they are again attracting, everything everything to them. so in the end, they really have everything everything everything! ohwells, that is life, which is meant to be unfair.
hmm... at least let me have something something something. so even when i lose something... and maybe again, something, i will still have something. haha~
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the world is becoming more and more unfeeling. i watch how people continue to walk by, not giving a slightest concern to what is happening to their surroundings. perhaps, they are just blind. but not really, everyone stops in their way for a show, when a random fight broke out on the street, or even driving their cars in circles just to observe the aftermath of a road accident.
some time ago, i had to help an old lady up to my seat on the mrt train. (no one near stood up to give up their seat to her and she had to sit on the floor) held her hand and carried her stuffs as well. at least no desperate soul rushed to my empty seat, or else im gonna get really crazily mad.
then yesterday, it was drizzling in the morning. everyone just opened their umbrella and held it above their head and walked off. then i see an old lady unsheltered, setting off. i was still semi unconscious due to the early hours, but rushed towards her while trying to get the dua ang umbrella outta my messy bag. it just seems to be the most natural thing to me, when i came up to her and asked her where she was heading. she smiled and said, somewhere very near. i would have sheltered her anywhere. but ya, she then next took out an umbrella from her bag. haha! good for her.
both told me, "xie xie ni. xiao jie, ni de ren hen hao."
i guess they are just choices. some people just choose to help. some dont, they just ignore.
i have a goody colleague. not only she looks good, she sounds good, she does good. have been lunching with her for days, we were approached to buy tissue packs twice. and she bought them twice. she also said 'i dont need the change' twice. i casually asked her, 'eh, why? u have tissue packs with u already' and she just answered me 'shouldnt say no to old people~'
i think i have angels around me.
and i hope you are still with me.
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