on second thought,
i am just guessing that i am happy.
but dont doubt.
when i smile, it is real(:
when i dont, i am just tired.
haaaaaaaaaaaa~
this is random. but i actually realise it hurts to see old aged cleaners clearing after our mess =/ just imagine they are our own grandparents. im glad mine are able to support themselves with a little of my parents' financial help. it is like so xin ku for them to bend down here and there to do the cleaning. and to think that, those horrible mess and rubbish are made by people like us, who are much younger, physically better off and seems like we have nothing to do than to dirty the place. well... shouldnt we be guilty? inconsiderates should be kind-er and stop ordering them around as if you are really paying them. boo. just that recently, im really tempted to help this old man to mob the floor. i thought of how weak my grandparents are, then i feel he is too.
i dont know. maybe they need the job for a living / they are happier with work to do.
and of cos, my heart is only with those old aged who are not grumby and do not anyhow scold/curse strangers. haha. i feel so suay and mo ming qi miao to be pinpointed at for nothing.
work @ 8RR is ending soon.
i just wish my pay will arrive sound and safe in the beginning of next month. regarding new job... shrugs. i think i am running out of luck for opportunities.
in fact, i am running out of luck for many things.
how about running low and keeping silent? will you give me a chance to lead a much peaceful and simple life with you? all i want is the both of us to achieve our own dreams together, with you and me side by side.
it is going to be a long way down.