unexpected. unbelievable. undeniable.
he was once that man i looked up to. but not anymore. he dashed many hopes as he made this very cruel decision. how did it turn out this way? was there not enough love to carry everything on? i thought all along it is about committing and compromising? how difficult. everything isnt as simple as what i have in mind.
perhaps, it is time to see what is life all about again.
we arent v closely related but the disappointment is great enough. it hurts to see others fall. breakdowns breakdowns and more breakdowns. im so sorry to know about all these.
now, im losing faith.
i should be glad. at least i have everything good to start with.
ps. i never like changes.